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August 2006

the 18th day ,,,, a bad weather

    • .////..Strong winds and heavy rains churnns here today..maybe is sweeping the whole
      GuangDong Province..which seems steadily gathering strength .....
      i can't even move one step out of the door because of this horrific hurricane ....
      just sitting ......
      and being in a daze all day. long...

August 2006

...the 17th day..

     dim memory of the past ......
     perplexed  expectation 0f future...

     how many days left here,,,  ....

the 16th day

how excited i was when i received your message last night,,i really
wanted to know you hou i missed you and cared you now,,AS thousands of words had been compiled and
was prepared to send it,,my hand seemed to to froze suddently,,,instead of replying with some tame
words,,,
maYbe you felt extraodinary disappointed for me ,,,,,

... i don't understand why being myself is so hard before you,,,,

July 2006

It's Chinese Valentine's Day today.......the 15th day

According to ancient Chinese mythology the Cowherd and the Weaver Maid, lovers separated
by the Queen Mother of the Western Heavens, can only meet tonight. And thanks to the myth's touching
story many Chinese now regard "Qixi" the evening of July 7 in the Chinese lunar calendar as the Chinese Valentine's Day.
"The Qixi festival expresses the traditional values of love in China that lovers should live to a ripe age together and
be faithful to each other no matter what difficulties they encounter," said Feng Jicai, ...
yes ,,today is Valentine's day...
WELL sitting ,reading.thinking ,,waitting that's all i did in my Valentine's day

the 14th day

...sitll a rainny day.., the dim sunlight,,the tick-tack rain drops..pitch-black,thick cloud..THIS m00d of summer day really easily set me off into sleeping..
.and actually i extremely exhausted after fighting for the long day bargainning.
yesterday i went to downtown shopping alone...well ,AS a mad shopper,,the temptation to buy is irresistible..a big pile
of sock which took my half living costs was my booty..
it was a sharp 11:oo p.m when back to the campus ... waking in the quiescent path with such heavy goods..a sudden implusion crossed over my mind which pushed me
hold a cellphone to call you,,,but i draw back when my sense conquered the actuation....
,,maYBE ,,everyone should learn how to deposit the sadness and unhappiness inside the heart...

July 2006

the 13th day

There is no much time left for you and me in fact less than one year.Even though we are not such a
pally lover.. we could mix well in hope of keeping a good memory each other ..WE are both too stubborn
to open mouth or make some concessions for our own standpoint..for the beginning.there had being exsited a
firm ice between us that hard to pass over.BUT neither of us did our endeavor to deal with
it...you know i am characterized as passive person ,,,,even a step further to you seems so hard for me ..actually..i
am trying....just you did't feel the little change...

July 2006

the 12th day

..I still remenbered the day when i got the newS that i must moved into another dOrm.which meaned "you live beyond my eyes from that time " .HOW
depressing news is for me .you know .i had alrealy accustomed to accomodating with you-exist feeling albeit i would not always catch the vision of you through
my windows ..it had satisfied me when i set eyes on your dorm ,which ,to me ..seemed to see you..but ...MAYBE SOmething meaning at least for me had flied away sinec then.
...that feeling ,WELL,,,some kinds THAT's beyond my description,,, so much missed the 213 and ....

..yes ,,something more than i can say...

July 2006

the 11th day

,,IT'S a fine day today..cool really..a blast of wind hit my face ,so cosie and amazing ,which seemed as if a closed ,
old friend without touching for long time came to visit me abruptly..NO wonder the exaggerated,excited
phiz appeared .woo..totally like a fool..
At thiS time ,thiS mOment,this second,,missing for you still bear my mind ..
maYBE that's why i dread to fall into the amativeness,,,which,,to me. would excruciately effect my soul and
mind . you know .something that you can't control once i WAS trapped BY love ...
i want to be myself........

July 2006

the 10th day

the heat is ferocious today...
It is said the typhoon called Kaemi is approaching Guangdong..which due to
this intolerably hot
weather..
phew!!!the temperature is up to 40C .maYbe.Only the peop1e under air-condictioning just lying
in bed can feel a bit comfortable..
but.Still a large quantitis of people ,to strive for their living are working in the
firce light..Franking speaking ,i can't imagine myself
how to put up with in such condition..and how many younger can bear it in hell today??..
We are too fortunate too cherish waht we have had today...perHaps.......


July 2006

the 9th day

BElive or not,,it really made me moved what all the way U had done for me before..how can i forget the days we wandered off the entire campus every night,,shaking our hands ,,so smoothly..some kinds of artless feeling that you can expressed ,,which could let me thrown all vexation out of my mind at that time..I really hope it would keep longer ....long er... maYbe you got a bit astonishment when i told you that i wanted to leave you.i know you can't accept the reasons that i was not the right role as your girlfriend . Wenbo.REally sorry for that you sufferd from tormenting unhappiness in the last spring festival........

 BUT I still........

July 2006

THE 8th day

Take me back to several months , that days i affiliated with you really
intimately,sharing our interest..talking about the feelings between us..but
"Christmas comes but Once a year..The sWeet time were short that we hardly tast
.it,, which had gOne away....
it' true Of that i should responsible for such phenomenon..i chose to part
for you because i am not the person you assume me to be ..besides you were supposed that
i thought too much..mayBe.that's me ..much too careful and serious our relationship once i lost in
crash,,,

U never know that grief gnawed my heart .really after It...


July 2006

the 7th day

..hearing the X Japan's ablum,,i would more easily immense into contemplation
which draw me into blue mood unconsciously..and it also let me reminisce our first
date that we watched our school rock show together,,from that moment,,i know you are
so crazy about rock music especially over the faMous rock banD ,X JApan..your super
idOl.. that you venerat and love then with your heart and soul,,,
............aNd if ..........


July 2006

the 6 th day

AS my healthy condition is becoming worse And worse..whant i can do seems solely
left running.It extremely shock my mind when news came that no way to cure it right
now..Should i cry or keen on the earth begging the goD OF commiseration to me.??
maYbe you would never know it is one of vital reasons why i leave no stone unturned
keeping distance between you and me,,, that's not in that my apathy and inexorable..you
know,,
in that case , ,,,,,,,

July 2006

the 5th day

,,今天算是好好慰劳了下自己的胃,,不知道伤了那条神经,,,我竟一大早起床,到学校的mini market,买了 半个jet-black竹丝鸡褒汤,,再从网上搬来一些教程就开始按部就班地动工起来....在这方面我着实是个green hand,,还好,,折腾了一番..总算,,有收获拉,,,,,,,,,这汤,,还对得起我自己................
    不得不提..昨晚午夜两点,,肚子实在饿,,东找西寻,,只剩绿豆,,,imagine,,半个小时就有绿豆糖拉,,点知,,绿豆糖褒成了绿豆饭...................埃,,只能继续抱被入睡...
 
 
    s0metimes i critically feel lonely sitting at a such hushed dorm,,wondering that mayBe you would call me,or send a message.............bUt ,,,,
             ,feeling.....that's the feeling...
 
July 2006

the fourth daY

 it'S the 4th day,since you left ,,,,we have not contacted each other,,, bOth you and me are SO abstinate that we unwilling to bestraddle the first step,,or maybe,,the feelings for me has being cool down,,,
  what i can do now are letting the time fly away and letting my memory frezzing,,,
  But i still,,,,,
July 2006

the 3rd day

 It has been raining for several days,,,BAD  weather ??well actually,,i am fond of it,which would let my find an excuse that i could bury myself and fool along in the dorm,,maybe i have silked out of door,,,or have some other damned reasons,,,,,,i just,,,,,
  Hearing the song "kiss  the rain",at the such rainy day,,i really hold up my mind to thinking of you,..which like waiting a miracle appeared all of  a sudden before my eyes,,
   if you,,,yes ,if you,,,
   sitting here alone ,,i have accostomed to hush ...........
July 2006

...tIme flYs s0 fast

         真的不知道已经有多久没动过自己的blog,也不知道手头的剩下的英文写作能力还有多少.所以我只能用我极端烂的要命的中文写作能力来填下blog.也知的不知道为何今天会突然想起自己这个可怜的blog.算了,也没必要知道.
         游荡在空荡的校园,坐在空荡的课室,no reasons whatsoever.一股要命的心酸直奔心坎.眼泪顺其自然地直泻下来真想打个电话给你...嗯,算拉.还是不烦你..从开始到现在,我们通的电话真是屈指可数的,,一次,,长达五个小时,,前两天送你走之前,真想give you a hug,,嗯..但来不及道别,汽车就已经beyond my eyes ...
         after your leaving ,i know what is missing,,,,
       如果真有感情的话,,,,,,,,,,,,
       
October 2005

,,,what on my mind ,,,afer my 3rd time seeing

         The flim,"The day after tomrrow" is really  astounding,,,its my 3rd time seeing it ,,and man the writing is horrible ,,.This is one of those films that at the endless you feeling like a portion of your life has been wanted never to return again,,,Which drags at times and seems like all the action happen so quickly .The more seems like it took place more than just 3 days ,,but they never really tell you,,,
      
       
        

,,,嗯,,累,,

  今晚算有点不一样,,隔壁班的一个friend 生日,,跟他确实不熟,顶多点头之交,,没想过会参加他的生日party,,参加男生的生日party,,在大学这一年多中,,还没开过先例,一来在不熟人面前我真的有点危临襟坐,,这点进大学以来似乎更严重,,二来在他们眼里我是请不动的,,但在朋友嘴皮硬磨之下,我还是去啦,   难怪一进门,,我班的同学眼睛都睁的大大,,好像觉得我是个稀客,,
    蛮多人的,,三个班的男生都到,,再加十几个女生,,像在开大盛会,,
    改吃的都吃啦,,剩下骰子,酒,,茶,,花生,,,
    老样子,,我选择骰子,,半杯茶代一口酒,, 但,还好,,也敬了寿星一毫升酒,,,也只能是这么多  ,,
    运气真不错,,竟极少输,,搞的都涌来说要挑战,,,,,
    完啦,,回去,,
    明天还要为迎新晚会排练,,,,,累,,
   
October 2005

哈“Long time no see”,,,

     嗯,已经有n个月没写拉,大概暑假前的一个星期到现在吧,不是不想写,只是回到家没那种心情写,回到校没时间写,加上宿舍那台慢的要命的电脑,连我那仅有那么一的耐性都磨灭掉,所以它就被我冰冻了几个月,,,还好,,一气之下换了台新的主机,,这下我怎么发疯写都行,,
    
   算拉,,还是上P.E先,,都忘了时间,,,,
July 2005

@_@战争前后◎_◎

     5 JULY (听力打响了战争的第一炮)
          听力,我的弱项,这天的十点A.M开考。自以为已经整装待发,,但那天还是不小心睡到九点半A.M .啊啊啊,,冷汗还没来得抹,丢下的那句“我的妈啊”还没来的及回响,我就已经飙到考场,理所当然我是最迟,混混沌沌考了一个小时零M分,还剩几minutes,我神经错乱,竟将答案填错啦,,埃埃埃,,真是倒霉到家,,,555
       糟糕的一天就这样过啦,,,,
     
   6 JULY 《毛论》可能还是逃脱不了悲惨命运啊。。
       该死的《毛论》我必须考到80多才有PASS的可能,其实我对这也没什么奢望的啦,但我还是为这科奋斗了一天一夜,真得要PASS要看今天的造化罗,,,
       八点三十A.M ,我准时到考场,那到那份似觉沉甸的试卷,,,,一眼---选择题,微笑,,,哈哈,我都读过的,二眼--,简答题,,半冒汗,,看到题目竟忘了答案。三眼---论述题,无奈加想到我宿舍那个白白的小阿D,---昨晚看到最关键的两道问答题就被她order我去睡觉,那个鬼东西有半丝光线都合不了眼,又是无奈,我就只好关灯上床,,啊啊啊啊。。那知今天就考这两条论述题,顾不及做题,心里盘算怎么回去教训阿D,,
    她知道“真相”后,她的认错表现我都还算满意,竟说offer两脚我补过,埃埃,算我慈祥再加上舍友情面上我就给她两拳啦,,,,
   下午轮到《阅读》开战,十五道课本的选择题,这基本上我都很吃亏,since我都没看过书本,算啦,寄托那在那八篇的阅读上,pass不pass就全看它啦,,,
 
   7、8、9、10  JULY (硝烟还没散,11、12号再上战场)
      这四天基本上是看片跟发呆混过去的,,,,埃埃埃,现在就去奋斗啦~~~~
    11 JULY (怎么出这样的题啊,,搞笑,,)
        今天考综英,那题出的可不是一般的变态,竟有40分课本内容短语加词组,以掏空的形式出题,硬性地要我们按照课本填的答案 埃哟,我的妈啊,看到那几十分的题我基本上傻眼啦,,,这真是烂spoon-feeding,,,算啦,不管,反正都混过啦,今晚就狂上下网,狂看看片,明天考完口试就可以飞回家,,,,                                                                                                                                                                                                                                
      
July 2005

忙,,忙,,死忙考试。。。。。

      wo现在什么都不想啦,,也不敢想,,一心只祈求我的《毛论》能够平安地pass,..前几天我还在悠哉闲哉看看电影,发发神经,,,可可就在前天晚上,,又是梦中惊醒,---我还有一次《毛论》作业没交,换句话说,我《毛论》的平时成绩只有一科,所以我考试卷面成绩必须达到八十多才能刚刚pass,,可可可,,对我这个懒人来说!!!难难!!!我这学期都没上过啊,,,,而且吹水功夫又不行啊,,埃埃,,怎么办啊,,,现在只能求佛祖保佑啦,,5555 。。
      从未有过这么强的预感---我的《毛论》将要补考啊,,
    不行,,要去奋斗啦,,,,
June 2005

[○_○]See further degenernation of emotions[◆_◆]

        THere are only four days left for the final exam.BUt I didn't set aside any time to review. Which seems I did not care a nut.A case in point ,last night ,I was still completely obsessed with the film ---THE . Shawshank Redemption .Sometimes I feel detrimental when seeing the elder female condisciple are  involved in learning.And I DAZE there loafing.
      This afternoon,we had a free talk in our class which didn't excite me any tremendous enthusiasm.FOR no reason whatsover ,I just sticked  in a corner like a hermit and read all day newspaper .One of my classmates thought I were particularly rude not socializing with anyone eles ,,Atually ,that is,,,,,,,,,,,,I didn't kown why^^^^^^^I must confess that I 'M at my wit'end .
      HOW can I tackle my problems since I was in degenernation for long tine  ,,Well,,,I should be up all night cramming for  final examination...
 
June 2005

Dumplings & noodles for supper,,,继续堕落中,,

         啊啊啊啊,,,,,这两天还是过着堕落的生活,嘴里整天喃着要复习,可我还是极度在乱发狂,左眼盯《毛论》,右眼恋,,,原以为心可以一心二用,但但,,岁月无情啊,,这种功力在慢慢减退,,,所以,到头来,书就理所当然被晾在一旁,,双眼就一心一意功片罗,,

       LAST night ,for some reasons ,精神处于半睡眠中,这种状态竟然持续到中午十二点,,埃,,,期末复习阶段,睡到这种程度确是有点难原谅自己,,,,,,但但但但,,下午三点我竟再度入梦,,埃,,,,

     一觉醒来已经六点,心血来潮,想吃饺子加面,,急速买回饺子和面后,我也急速地把这东西煮完,,,嗯嗯嗯,,,,香,,,,我也急速把这饺子跟面给吃完,,,然后啊,,也就继续堕落,,,,,,

   

 

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